After four attempts, using four different e-mails (all leading me to separate tumblrs I’ve created thus far), I have finally successfully logged into the fcknjenny Tumblr.
I really need to stop creating so many Tumblrs.
On a more irrelevant note, it’s nearing midnight, and I haven’t touched my essay that’s due tomorrow. However, instead of doing it, I’m going to just sit here, and stare at the wall, because quite frankly, that’s more amusing.
What am I supposed to say? So long since I’ve seen your face. Do you wanna kiss me or tell me you miss me or that you want me to leave?
I just realized what I’m doing. 3 AP Classes + 2 PreAP Classes + Belles = No sleep. Oh joy. Can’t wait for my junior year!
And wrote my name as ‘Zennie’. HAHA, AWHH. <3 I love my uncle.
AAAAAAAY, I’m in a good mood.
Kay, gonna continue writing my crappy ass poem analysis paper now.
Happy what was suppose to be our seventeenth month together.
I hope today goes more than fantastic for you. I hope you’re happy. I hope you get everything you want. I hope all is well.
Keep your emotions in check. No one needs you to get all frustrated and annoyed at them just because of your own mediocre problems. The world does not revolve around you, nor will it ever. Get a hold of yourself.
Four days shy of your seventeenth birthday and I spent the last two hours going through your old love notes. What a waste of time, missing someone who wants nothing to do with you. Tsk.
How was I supposed to know that in between the lines, it said,
“P.S. Loljk, I’m bullshitting you.”
When you say so many negative things, I instill in my brain that I won’t make it. I absolutely love it. How you did it so gradually, I didn’t even notice until someone asked me why I was so sure that I was going to fail. You laughed in my face, while saying, “You don’t know anything”; I might not know everything but that doesn’t mean I’m completely clueless. Oh, and can’t forget when you said, “When you fail, you’ll understand.” Thanks. Your lack of faith in me gave me the best feeling in the world, I swear. I applaud you; you somehow managed to get me to create a mentality where my failure was definite. Would you like a trophy for your accomplishment?
When was the last time I asked you to let me go out with my friends? Lan is the only person I ever ask to see. Besides her, the last time I went out with other friends was… March? Of 2009. March fucking 2009. So when I ask to see her, it’s not just for shits and giggles. I honestly miss her. But it’s okay, you can go ahead and take that away. I mean, taking away the one thing I look forward to is alright with me. No problemo.
Spring break, please come quicker.
